My Show Starts Tonight

As some of you know, I am a huge Grey's Anatomy fan. Season 4 was a disappointment for me on some levels, for one, because of the writers strike...(whatever, get over yourself and your multi-million dollar contracts.) But also because the season started reeeeally slow. They had two good episodes, one was about "faith" and the other was the season finale. I am really hoping Season 5 shapes up to something interesting. We will find out tonight! I really don't care if Callie and Haun have a lesbian affair, or if McSteamy joins them in a threesome...yawn. I do want to know how Meredith finds her healing place, I want to know if George can start standing up for himself, and I want to know what's up behind moody Karev and his mysterious past. To me it has been obvious all along how much Karev loves Izzy, and he is so afraid to show it or to let himself be consumed by that emotion. Izzy is also afraid. Actually...everyone is afraid.

Great topic. Fear. Read my other blog at http://www.lifeonthemoon.biz/ if you are interested in learning more about healing fear.

Moongirl out.

Did Everyone Miss Me?

WOW! I have been through the craziest three weeks of my life. I have been working both jobs, fighting my mortgage lender to pay my property taxes, getting my kids set up for school (yes homeschooling again this year) and singing wherever I can fit it in.

Oh, AND my computer crashed.

So, as it turns out, my property taxes finally got paid. School is going swimmingly. And I am using my son's new computer. The singing is fun, but I need to be more serious and start practicing much more.

My new job is, in a word, extremely UNexciting. All I do all day is either data entry or package school pictures. Nobody talks to me and there is no pressure no music just me and a stack of kids pictures that need to be stuffed into envelopes. This is a GOOD thing. I can stand there and get paid to do this mundane job while I am working on healing in my head and in my heart. The work keeps my subconscious busy and my soul explores possibilities. I have found that even though I KNOW what my issues are, it is now time to manifest the actual healing. As I package pictures, I listen to what God has to say. I watch my emotions go up and down. It is amazing to learn so much about me and I am filled with gratitude.

My next project is to start writing letters. I have a few people who need to hear from me. Like REALLY hear from me as I have been holding back words and feelings over the past few years. For one, I have a hard time sifting through all the information. I ask for experiences and then I don't know how to deal with them. Right now is the time I am able to sort through it all and make sense of it, so I need to mend a few relationships.

So, in a word...I am busy. Once again, blogging has taken a back seat, but we do have seasons in our life. This has just not been a season for blogging.