WOW! I have been through the craziest three weeks of my life. I have been working both jobs, fighting my mortgage lender to pay my property taxes, getting my kids set up for school (yes homeschooling again this year) and singing wherever I can fit it in.
Oh, AND my computer crashed.
So, as it turns out, my property taxes finally got paid. School is going swimmingly. And I am using my son's new computer. The singing is fun, but I need to be more serious and start practicing much more.
My new job is, in a word, extremely UNexciting. All I do all day is either data entry or package school pictures. Nobody talks to me and there is no pressure no music just me and a stack of kids pictures that need to be stuffed into envelopes. This is a GOOD thing. I can stand there and get paid to do this mundane job while I am working on healing in my head and in my heart. The work keeps my subconscious busy and my soul explores possibilities. I have found that even though I KNOW what my issues are, it is now time to manifest the actual healing. As I package pictures, I listen to what God has to say. I watch my emotions go up and down. It is amazing to learn so much about me and I am filled with gratitude.
My next project is to start writing letters. I have a few people who need to hear from me. Like REALLY hear from me as I have been holding back words and feelings over the past few years. For one, I have a hard time sifting through all the information. I ask for experiences and then I don't know how to deal with them. Right now is the time I am able to sort through it all and make sense of it, so I need to mend a few relationships.
So, in a word...I am busy. Once again, blogging has taken a back seat, but we do have seasons in our life. This has just not been a season for blogging.
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